I can feel the bitterness seeping through me
craving is hitting extra hard tonight
Everything hit me a little harder tonight
not a real adult yet and it hurts so
The thing that sucks about mental illness is that if you aren’t depressed enough, suicidal enough, bad enough, nobody cares. Nobody cares until you reach their standard, and that standard is when your problem is bad enough to effect them
The amount of people who can relate to this makes me equally incredibly sad and immensely angry
I just want to step back take a break clear my head pause create some sort of plan before I continue to plow blindly on because this all hurts and I am afraid I will collapse soon.
A hard time getting started today
Screw context and circumstance. In this very moment, I am grateful and at peace. It feels like ages ago that I felt this way at the end of a day.